I can't do this for much longer!

Please, send help

Hey all,

It’s Esther back with another rant from the manic cave. This week, I want to rant about structures. The structures that are built so people graduate from Uni in their early 20s and are expected to work at least every month until they are 65 with only a few holidays a year.

Let’s be honest, I’m only ranting about this because I’ve got a job and it’s going to be six months that I’ve been working there soon and I’ve just realised that I cannot do this anymore. I can’t take waking up everyday to go to work for 8 hours and come back home only to get ready for bed for 3-5 hours and then end up doom-scrolling till 1am.

This is a visual representation of me every night which I’m sure must be familiar to most of you. We are one in the same after all.

The base of this issue is, I actually like my job, I like doing it. I just don’t like working. If I didn’t need money to live, I wouldn’t work at all. It’s a very ghetto activity and I CANNOT believe that people do this for decades and it’s even crazier that life is even more miserable when you don’t have a job. Like damned if I do, damned if I don’t fr.

What we really need to be talking about is the people and organisations who put these structures in place. Why do the 1% get to live it up while the rest of us groan and moan all day long? Where is the hope for the baby girls with stomach issues(e.g. ME). What we really need to do is destroy these structures and make better ones. Improve the quality of life for ourselves and future generations. If there’s anything SpongeBob taught me, its that.

So, I’m not saying there’s no hope for the common man but I’m not saying that there is either. I hope this helps!

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Esther❤️